so I was at a friend's lakehouse the other day and we were all in the boat talking about how the day had gone when my friend says yeah and remember when Austin did such a great job blah blah blah....as he brought me up as a topic about how good I had done tubing, I immediately felt pride come swelling up in my chest. I practically stuck my chest out and smiled as he was talking. As this happened, I thought about how foolish my heart was to act as though my simple water tubing experience proved that I was the best there ever could be. The simple fact that I was above the rest practically turned me to boasting about myself. I can really understand that verse in the Bible that says the heart is deceitfully wicked above all things because I experienced it that day. We all crave this power and position to know that others either look up to us or rely upon us and it is totally against the very nature of who we are as humans to practice humility amongst people. If anyone deserved to gloat about their power and be totally prideful it would be the God of all creation. He has the One who created life itself and sustains it throughout eternity, to Him every knee will bow and tongue confess, and to Him angels in glory unceasingly serve Him throughout eternity yet what does He do? He looks upon mankind's situation with love and humbles Himself so much as to take upon our filthiest acts of adultery, murder, greed, lying, and so forth to the point of the Father looking away from Him in shame. He chose to be rejected by people He had lead and were His friends and by His own family and people, He had traded for thirty pieces of silver, He grew up in the worst part of town, He was born in a stable with stinky animals, He was obedient even to the worst death possible...the death of criminals. He did it all to show us that He is not prideful, He is humble. I want to become like Christ in everything including my humility, for it shows that we are unworthy of this eternal life but we are very grateful of it daily.
I was about to go to bed the other night when Doug told me he wanted to just chill with me and talk about what God is up to. I had been running around like a chicken with my head cut off all day and was acting as though God would waste some of my time. I have now come to the conclusion that God deserves my time...even if it means me only getting about 4 hrs of sleep, like I did last night. I think this is gonna teach me to discipline myself about all the stuff I go to and do with other people so that I can sit and just chill with God for a while each day. I don't like the term "quiet time" because its just so lame sounding....I prefer Chill Time. I think if God were to use up to date lingo, he would call it chill time. I mean, why can't we just be still and know that He is God. I also think this will strengthen my love for Him and for others. If I really put the day into perspective BEFORE it starts, I know that things will go smoother with God on His rightful...
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